Moving
UnrestrainedThe warmth envelope my body feels so comfortable
As I opened my eyes, I saw his sleeping face
I release his waist and crawls higher so his face is now in front of mine closely
I can feel he’s being uneasy with my weight on his
So I put both of my hands besides his head as my body support
And continues to watch his face
It’s mysterious to me
How just by watching he asleep like this makes me feel peaceful
Am I in love with this stranger?
I don’t know
His appearance on my life was coincidentally too sudden
But when he pampered me
I want it again
And I want it more
I used to know love when I was younger
The impulsive feeling that turns my painting into bright colors
Until I decided to kept away that kind of feeling in a small chest and throws it to the deep abyss on my heart
My paintings then becomes a mix of bright and dark colors
Screaming of anguish, excitement, and many more
But never love
After seconds that turns to minutes
I finally stand up
I’ve decided
I want to move here
I think being here will keep my sanity checked
And I will do whatever it takes
Even if I have to beg
But first I need to give good impression
I’ve been pampered by him for two days
Hmmm…I think making breakfast for the first step will do
I walk to the kitchen
Checking his fridge and cabinet for food supplies and utensils
He’s really a clean and neat person
Everything is put orderly without a single stain
I need to be careful then
I make him one of my best dishes and also the most often I made
I rarely do varieties with cooking, as long as my stomach is full
Time passes by and finally the dish is ready
I can see sunlight beyond the curtain
I pushed the light button and then walks to the living room
To open the curtain
The room is now brighter
I see his sleeping form showered by the warm light
How his already fair skin becomes fairer
And his face looks so innocent, making me curious of how will he be if I tainted him
But for now on, I want him just be like this
Innocently blinding my mind
I sit beside him
Taking a few minutes to enjoy watching him
Until I finally shake his shoulder
“Baozi… Baozi…”
I called him by that nickname while continues shaking his shoulder
Finally I hear his groan and his eyes fluttering open
He’s still half awake
“Good morning Baozi”
I greet him with a smile, a smile that unconsciously formed on my lips when I see him
And then a series of event happened that morning
From he wakes up, we ate our breakfast, I told him I want to stay with him
Persistently until he finally gives in
He’s too nice
But I need that kindness
And then I wash the dishes while waiting he takes a bath
Until he finally walks out of the bedroom
Looking nice and ready to work
He told me he will be home at 7
And then he left
I look at the closed door and then take up my hand phone from my pocket,
Luckily it still function properly
He dries it when I asleep the day before, and put it on the table with my wallet and keys
Because my clothes need to be washed
25 texts
And suddenly my hand phone vibrates, the sender itself calls me
After a moment of hesitation I finally answer it
“Hey…”
“[WHERE ARE YOU MAN?! YOU’VE BEEN GONE FOR THREE DAYS!!]”
“That’s my business”
“[Tsk! Where are you? I’m gonna pick you up]”
“You don’t need to”
“[At least tell me where you are?! You know it’s hard for me to keep the client calm, they’re eagerly waits for your painting]”
“Then tell them to be patient, or they preferred to have half made ones?”
“[………you’re so selfish you know…]”
“I am, Sehun”
“[*sigh*…at least you’re still alive, just call me when I need to collect it]”
“Oh, right, can you search a new place at XZ district near
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